i cud be annoyed that i have 3 friends who actually give a shit but then i mite sound like another whining cow. so i wont bother. lol. and tbh that would make me a hypocryte as i havent made ne effort at all this holiday.

ooer cryptic. haha.

im all packed and ready to go now. gutted i wont have the internet for weeks until someone sorts it out for me bt i guess it would be healthy for me not to be on the internet for a bit.

mehh nowt else to say really. bring on 2nd year.

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eeee today was fun, apart from the crazy confusing mornin. i liked that place we went to that ive forgotton the name of already. good choice of roadtrip katy with a silent r.

i need a haircut. so badly. and ive got to go to barrow so unless its a curl up and dye then its not going to happen. and then friday i really need to pack. and im having organisational issues. why is this stressing me so much? i just want next year to be ausome and in order for next year to be good my house has to be really homely.

frame looks amazing tho! yay.

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this has to stop... but...

2moro im going to ikea to buy stuff for the house. coz ive got so much bt ive made a list and theres still so much i havent tracked down yet, like a big white fluffy faux fur rug and a nice big white floor lamp. so fingers crossed my house shoppin will be complete by 2moro nite.

3 days !!!!!!!

i had another nitemare about the house not being ready in time last nite. the house is seriously all i can think about at the moment, its pretty sad really. im just so desperate to get out of living here for a bit because its painful. im hoping next year will be a lot better and a ot more sorted for me coz last term it was bad not wanting to be at uni and not wanting to be at home and having nowhere to escape to.

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busy busy weekend. party last nite was immense. apart from me being an absolute tit. bt never mind. and then the katy came round to bethans this afternoon and we watched telly and then the katy brought me home, and we ate fake bacon sarnies. and then tonight ive been round to visit lu coz im not gonna see her for ages now and i hadnt seen her for weeks and weeks and weeks. its proper sad, im well gonna miss me and bs little lambrini nites and serious talks about life when i go back to leeds, and i wish id made more of an effot to see more of lu this hols. bt it'll be the barbie party soon! lu nearly choked on her drink when i sed it was my 20th lol, actually well funny. anyways this is really painful because i cut a bit chunk out of one of my fingers last nite, blood everywhere, it was a rite drama, so im offskies
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ahhh sunny weather is ace. today i went round to bethans and we bought plastic cups for saturday and then sunbathed in the park. my headband melted, but thats a boring story so i wont tell it. i had an interview for marks and sparks the other day in the leeds, it went ok bt id forgotton to take a load of stuff so they couldnt give me a job in the store straight away and im not taking the stuff till i go back becuase i cant stand another two four hour car journeys in the next two weeks. saw the house again. its gonna be lush when its done, its so close... how exciting? lol. oooi got some new glasses yesterday to make up for the three pairs ive now lost. i love them, they have leopard print inside which is amazing and they are guess coz i bum guess. all in all another good week, theyve been moving along at a steady pace, which is the main thing. not that im one to wish life away bt sometimes i do want it to hurry up a tad. i listerned to grace for the first time in ages today. not that that is exciting to report on, its just it was in my head.
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im sooooo bored. actually nothing to do in my house, and leaving the house ends up with me wasting money. this weeks been a laugh tho. ended up roadtripping it to morecambe to buy a tutu with sheeny. she didnt get why this was exciting for me as she has a job and manages to leave her house and go other places than just into lancaster. LOL. WHY AM I SO UNEMPLOYABLE?? its so depressing. then yesterday i went to leeds to see jayne and to try and apply for more jobs. popped down headingley ave.... wish i hadnt there was so little improvement from when i went 3 weeks ago it was well worrying. oh well fingers crossed ill be moving a fortnight today. yayyy. today nothing has happened. i cooked some pasta and thought about maybe gettin my hair done on monday mornin so i look ok for tuesday. oh yeahh and i made this dead ace mixtape of all these mashups for bethans party. so glad that its next weekend, summit to look forward to.

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haha

yeahh so anyways

yesterday me and bexy did lunch, i bought some stuff for 46 headingley ave.

2day me and sheeny are doing lunch. i will probs buy more stuff for the aforementioned money eating house.

not much else going on.

pointless blog i guess.

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oh dear. saturday nite was so funny. best type of nite out deffo. Im so jealous of b having her house now, i seriously cannot wait another 17 days to leave grange. its doing my fucking head in. ive been trying to find lovely things for the new house bt i cannot find a bed spread i like ne where. im so excited about how good stuff is going to be pretty much from the 25th when its bs party then i can spend a few days packing and then move and some fake comms socials and helpin the katy move to leeds gwen and mark ronson and the barbie party and maybe a road trip to somewhere that has too many ys in it!! and eeeee welll goooood. maybe a new job aswell! *fingers crossed*. love it.

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i guess im starting to realise that everything that happens happens for a reason. this was made pretty clear to me when reading about how wakestock's saturday lineup had to be cancelled this year coz of flooding. up until i read this i would have said the biggest disatster of my year was being busy during th ewakestock weekend and not being able to make the trip down to wales. however actually the biggest disaster of my year would probably have been going down there only to miss the best part... the saturday nite. and lets face it the number one reason for me going would have been mark ronson... and i get to see him in october a mile away from my house without the need for a sleeping bag.

so alls well that ends well.

ive been painting a lot today. nice canvases with pictures of my guitar ready for my new house. the thought of living on my own for a fornight in my new house is a bit worrying tho. bt i think it will be better than living here, and ill have some time to catch up with friends in leeds and HOPEFULLY sort out a job.

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i dont even understand ne more... whats going on? my social life is a mess. i hate my job and i was just reduced to tears by a short news article about how a chihuahua saved a 5 month old baby that was about to be bitten in a bath by a snake by jumping in and gettin bitten instead of the baby.

yeahhh actually loosing it.

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isnt it amazing how a situation can turn round in literally a couple of hours and go from good to really bad just like that?

bt whatever you know.

ne ways so im researching buying a shitload of swarovski crystals to stick on my guitar. i told my dad about this durin the hols and he was not impressed..'davaluing a valuable instument'... or summit. bt whatever. coz im never gonna sell it and its gona look so fit when ive done it. i mean its not gonna be completly covered or owt... because that would well 2 expensive. but just enough so it sparkles.

yaay

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yaaaaay. i got mark ronson tickets. september and october are actually going to be the best months everrrrrr

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im so annoyed, its 6.25 which is actually horrific. i shouldn't be up yet. i wanted to get my exam results bt they arent going to be up till lunchtime i realise now.

gutted.

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ohmygosh. friday nite was faaaar to random. was fun tho 'BOOBWATCH!!'. yesterday wasnt fun- altho it was better than last sunday so thats good at least. mmm had a nice takeaway last nite coz everyone in my house was in a mood and no one wanted to cook. should have been starting work today bt i havent had a phone call to tell me when i was needed to come in. cant believe ive managed to find somewhere even more badly organised than hazelmere. what a joke. meh. bellys coming over next week to watch 24hr party ppl... i dunno if ive forced enuf ppl to watch that yet! theres actually nothing to do today hence the novel im writing here.

i mite go and tidy summit..... or just go back to bed again.

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well i thought today would be well bad after the horrific revelation shown in the previous post but actually it worked out a lot better. firstly marc ronson proved once again that he is my music taste twin (dont ask) then b sorted a nite out for us 2moro and finally i ate a mars bar and a mars bar ice cream. FATTY.

theyve renamed the kents bank hotel 'KB'S' how actually gay is that? shameful. i almost dont want to work there now. well i do because this week on my 'no spending money till after i get back from holiday' thing i have spent 26 pounds on makeup 45 pounds on t shirts and im going out 2moro nite. i bloody hope theres sum vodka left at bethans. and that theres some fitties out coz frankly saturdays fittie was rubbish. why live in birmingham???? meh whatever.

clearly im typing this coz im bored. i have nothing to wear 2moro. shit.

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Celebrity Big Brother lovebirds Chantelle and Preston have split after 10 months of marriage.

The couple met on the reality show last year and wed following a whirlwind romance.

"After much soul-searching and tearful discussions we have sadly decided to end our marriage," they said in a joint statement.

"We hope we can always remain friends and still love each other but we both think we put so much pressure on one another to make our marriage work that it has ended up destroying our relationship. No one else is involved in our decision."

The couple insisted their relationship was genuine and denied they had rushed into marriage.





...actually gutted mate.

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SO FECKIN BORED

thats all really

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ahhh last nite was sooo good. unfortunatly this mornin was not so good at all. so ill. bt it was totally worth it. also no money now to go out with on monday. mite go to manc 2moro if i can get my dad to pay 4 the ticket. i needs new trousers for my new job. also theres this fit julian mcdonald bag that wants me to buy it for my hols and i wouldnt want to let it down. and i need my hair doing!!!! arrrr. no. the feckin hotel better open soon!!

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my life is so boring. im actually sick of my house and my clothes and my (flat as a fecking pancake) hair and my (lack of a decent) job and being stuck in the middle of no where, and having no one near by to come and say hello.

or to put it another way... i decided there was an actual problem when i realised my life now totally revolves around watching "classic" home and away at 10 am and normal home and away in the afternoon and then watching wedding stories at 11pm.

i need this new job so badly its not even funny.

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aww ive had a nice week this week. on monday i went out with sheeny in town. on wednesday i went out with sheeny and bethan and stayed over at bethans at st martins. yesterday me and bells went to dalton carnival and won a fish. most of the rest of the time i have been sleeping and sunbathing. good times.
my dads in hospital bt its nothing big really so he should be fine, bt i think it means i wont be going out 2moro nite. oh well it'll save me some money i guess.
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